Confused? Let me explain. I’ve been sitting on this for a long time, I’ve been dying to talk about it but i’ve been coming to terms with it all myself and its taken a long time to process. Before I start I just want to put out there that i’m still me. Im still the … More I’m coming out…again.
So. Yesterday was “Time to Talk” Day and while there are millions of thoughts racing through my head I can’t seem to get the words out. So much so that I started this post yesterday and intended to post it then. I’ve been putting off writing this for way too long. But as I sit … More We need to talk.
It’s back. I never wanted to be here again but I guess its inevitable. It always comes back. Sooner or later it catches up. It does it slowly; subtly. It creeps in and takes hold of me. It’s, smarter than me and smarter than I’ll ever be. It’s hold is strong and unyielding, it doesn’t … More The darkness
It’s ok not to be ok. I’m sure you’ve all seen the posts circulating the internet today regarding World Mental Health Day. A day that is not only necessary, but crucial in todays world. It seems every other day we are hit with a story of another person taking their own life, and as devastating … More I’m not ok
Something I’ve known from the start would be that we would have to encounter Callie learning about “Daddy’s” and we would have to explain to her why she didn’t have one. What I didn’t expect to happen was for her to grasp the concept so quickly. I guess I should explain. Callie’s favourite book at … More The D Word
It’s a funny thing to find out you’ve been depressed and you didn’t know it. And by funny I mean a bit shit. I guess on some level I knew things weren’t the same as they used to be but in no way did I chalk that up to depression. I thought it was normal … More If you’re depressed and you know it clap your hands…
8 months… its been 8 months since I sat down and wrote. The break has not done me any favours, I will try not to leave it so long again. It’s not that I’ve had nothing to write about, quite the opposite actually. I think I’ve been avoiding it, avoiding facing up to whats been … More CBT, easy as 123?
I’ve started to realise one thing about myself. The only way I ever seem to truly be able to move on from something or start to really understand it is to write it all down. It’s not going to be easy I know but I need this, if only to get a break from my … More An Unwanted Guest
Something that has been said to me time and time again is how brave and how honest I am. And its true, I’m sometimes honest to a fault but there’s something I haven’t discussed with you all yet, something that only a close few people know and this isn’t going to be an easy blog … More She who must not be named